Sunday, July 9, 2017

Better Late Than Never

      So I started typing this post thinking god, I haven't posted in 4 months because of homework, extracurricular stuff, and home life. But all of us are done with regents now so I can at least post something for June!

      And then I looked at my phone and it said July (whoops). So there's That, another L of Life.But, c'est la vie.

      I know I act like this blog is so important to you guys like you're waiting for some notification on your phone from me saying I've posted on here, but some of you guys really like these posts--and I thank you.

     I don't have too much "self growth" or any newfound philosophy as of the moment. But I've been rereading this book called Life's Little Instruction Book by H. Jackson Brown Jr. And by "rereading" I mean I will get to the last line of it and then immediately flip back to the first line because, personally, you can never get tired of reading it.

      But to keep with tradition, here's scoop of my personal life that no one probably cares about because there's practically no life lesson about it!!!!!:

-Brought boyfriend of 7 months to meet my family on our 7 month anniversary
-Family verdict "you're too pretty for him and he's quiet but when he talks he's funny and speaks Spanish but you're also teenagers so he's okay"
-I believe that means 7.5/10
-Do I have more makeup? Yes. Do I wear makeup as much as I used to? Significant no
-Still complaining about how I'm never asked to go out? Moderate
-Have I made actual attempts? I have made two, and one worked out

      Alright enough of that, but I might make at least two more posts this summer to make up for the lack recently (keyword might). I think next time I'll make a "favorites" post because I literally have nothing interesting about myself or to write about. But, until then, this has been another mediocre post by your favorite local, teen blogger who's dead inside!

Tuesday, February 14, 2017

Apologies

      So..............it's been a bit, yeah? I want to say 6 or so months sine my last rant? Yeah.......sorry? At least I'm back for Valentine's day. I've been gone for half a year and I feel as though I've never known the person who was writing back in August.

      Everyone knows that things change from middle school to high school. The Mormon in your social studies class is suddenly an alcoholic. That guy who used to be obsessed with his studies is now failing. Well, I thought hey i'm pretty average i'm not insanely popular or pretty or smart or talented. this'll be just like middle school. things will sorta change I guess sophomore year.

BUT GUESS WHAT THE FUCK DID NOT HAPPEN?

      I'm not going to go over everything because that's what novels are for; and I'm not some storybook character where I'm absolutely perfect and I don't do horrible things and I undermine an astonishing character change and I'm a person anew.

In life, you don't know your "story arc", per se. Your exposition could be the same boring place you've always been in or someplace new; and you'd never now. You don't know what your rising action perils are and you don't know what is your climax. To you, it's just an overwhelming situation of anxiety; and for some of us, that happens like every other week.

      But uh, schoolwork, rumors, the reality of things, the backstabbing, the desperately hanging on to what minimal friends you do have, basic high school stuff that's supposed to happen. Yay! Suffering! The fact that this only gets worse fucking HORRIFIES me!

      Basically high school is just kind of reinforcing everything I've ever learned in life, just in more profoundly "what the literal fuck" situations. But that's enough about these last 6 months, I want to talk about today: Valentine's Day.

      I normally don't give a fuck about this holiday whether or not I am single or in a relationship, but this year felt...different. I don't know. It kind of gave a warm feeling of happiness and "fuck valentine's day i'm getting my own damn chocolates" and just the love of between friends got stronger.

      I personally spent my Valentine's Day with people who truly matter. My friends, my boyfriend, and my siblings. Yes, I know you're probably thinking really? you're boyfriend comes before your siblings? honey he's gonna break your heart any day now. Honestly, he probably is. But he tried to make personal chocolates for me and worked on a romantic iMovie video, so that was touching. I also spent about 40 minutes with him so that was pretty litty. Also, just getting away from that, I went and saw SPLIT with my brother. Absolutely great movie, you should go watch it.

      Sorry but my creative juices are running out so dats it lol bye.